I know why;
I see, some parts that are different with me,
but not lonely.
I.D.'s
An Identification,
of thy self,
of thy cry,
in the lies,
no imbalance:
of harmony,
of thy life.
Subconcious realizations
of history,
and comformity,
brought together
by the strings,
the pupeteers,
the creaters,
the makers,
of thy being......
The mind,
not blind,
is a monstrous thing;
Knowledge and memory...experience,
our feel for the world,
All,
Simply artilly for An army,
of colliding,
bombing,
rolling,
scrolling,
flying,
crying,
revolutionizing;
analyzing,
balanced eccentricities,
all in harmo
I am craving spring,
The air,
Sweet,
Crisp,
Warm,
Tingly
in my mouth
on my skin
Renewal,
Rejuvination,
green,
color,
alive.
I'm craving spring,
an end to the desolation,
The isolation,
The cold, hard, thick air.
The wait,
The snow,
The Death.
I'm craving spring.
Each day passes,
each minute surpases the next,
each moment,
old,
cold,
every minute I crave it,
I want it,
I need it,
A change,
A renewal,
A life,
Spring.
Cold, wandering thoughts trail inside....
A cold winterbride smiles
as a snowflake falls onto her nose,
Melts,
then trickles into her mouth.
Snow glistens
as her Reflection takes hold.
a shiver is sent down her back,
Not the cold,
No,
That she's gotten so old,
Come so far,
Seen so much,
and everything inside,
and everything outside,
has brought her to here.
The groom,
eyes wander to a velvet sky,
Then to her brilliant blue eyes,
A past falls away for both,
and a future, once so distant,
now blessed under the hue of a velvet sky,
so beautiful, and so True.
Blue eyes meet, the cold wither bride smiles,
The winter groom
The first line of leo,
Strong, fast,
always in play with the sun
Pride, my follower
Sometimes chained and shackled to me
leading the ego to fruit and stackers
building to the sky
oh Shit
I have been condemned
T.N.T. and Nitro
I have fallen with a parachute
Life.
Beauty of everything,
The Balance of nature.
The Beautiful statement,
To the purple tasting sky.
Eccentric Biology,
you were the creation
That somehow bent the rules,
of entropy, of chaos;
You are systemic,
and orderly,
For one purpose:
To Change
To Be
To Be a Part of Something Big.
I know why;
I see, some parts that are different with me,
but not lonely.
I.D.'s
An Identification,
of thy self,
of thy cry,
in the lies,
no imbalance:
of harmony,
of thy life.
Subconcious realizations
of history,
and comformity,
brought together
by the strings,
the pupeteers,
the creaters,
the makers,
of thy being......
The mind,
not blind,
is a monstrous thing;
Knowledge and memory...experience,
our feel for the world,
All,
Simply artilly for An army,
of colliding,
bombing,
rolling,
scrolling,
flying,
crying,
revolutionizing;
analyzing,
balanced eccentricities,
all in harmo
I am craving spring,
The air,
Sweet,
Crisp,
Warm,
Tingly
in my mouth
on my skin
Renewal,
Rejuvination,
green,
color,
alive.
I'm craving spring,
an end to the desolation,
The isolation,
The cold, hard, thick air.
The wait,
The snow,
The Death.
I'm craving spring.
Each day passes,
each minute surpases the next,
each moment,
old,
cold,
every minute I crave it,
I want it,
I need it,
A change,
A renewal,
A life,
Spring.
Cold, wandering thoughts trail inside....
A cold winterbride smiles
as a snowflake falls onto her nose,
Melts,
then trickles into her mouth.
Snow glistens
as her Reflection takes hold.
a shiver is sent down her back,
Not the cold,
No,
That she's gotten so old,
Come so far,
Seen so much,
and everything inside,
and everything outside,
has brought her to here.
The groom,
eyes wander to a velvet sky,
Then to her brilliant blue eyes,
A past falls away for both,
and a future, once so distant,
now blessed under the hue of a velvet sky,
so beautiful, and so True.
Blue eyes meet, the cold wither bride smiles,
The winter groom
Life.
Beauty of everything,
The Balance of nature.
The Beautiful statement,
To the purple tasting sky.
Eccentric Biology,
you were the creation
That somehow bent the rules,
of entropy, of chaos;
You are systemic,
and orderly,
For one purpose:
To Change
To Be
To Be a Part of Something Big.
Take advantage of your brain,
Don't put it to shame,
Don't let life take the blame,
Don't end it that way,
It's not everyday that the univers,
The multiverse of possibilities,
The Nature,
The Reality;
Gave you both.
Both to let Roll,
Both to control,
Like an experimental variable,
In an experiment, that's universal.
This deliverance,
This destiny,
This curiosity,
This uncontrolled change,
Built on Reverse entropy,
but changing the planet,
the universe,
Uncontrollably,
Balancing the orderly
With the insanity,
of our lives,
and our minds.
You woke me tonite
With stars in your eyes
Down in their corners
Ready to fall
Fall down to me
And whisper to me
More words than ever you could speak
So i took you in my arms
And touched your hair with my fingertips
And brushed away those stars
And the trails they left in your cheeks
With the edge of my lips
Telling your eyes with my own
That nothing able to make you cry
Will make it through these arms of mine....
Current Residence: Philadelphia, PA Favourite genre of music: None Operating System: Windows 7 MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player Personal Quote: "We must overcome the notion that we must be regular...it robs you of the chance to be extraord
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
Pi
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Linkin Park, Yo Yo Ma, System of A Down, Coldplay, and Steve Miller Band
7 Years Huh? I should upload some beautiful protein pics!
I'm on my 3rd year at Drexel College of Medicine. I like it. Finally where I belong. Still a bit um 'gone', but what scientist isn't at least a little bit gone? Going to upload some new stuff soon. Thank you deviantart for preserving all this for so long...
Since I'm browsing, I might as well update.
It's been a long time. I graduated from LHU, and am now pursueing my PhD in Molecular Biology and Biophysics at Drexel College of Medicine. It is exactly where I have wanted to be for many many years. I photograph a lot of interesting things, and write a lot about science.
I have a tattoo of a Delta on my arm, and have lived more life then I know what to do with. To everyone here: Take care and god speed.
-Time to get back to research-
Project Madsci has been born.
So, it looks like I'm still in Lock Haven after all of these years. This years a bit easier emotionally because time is the greatest healer of all. At least it is for me at this point in my life. I've got two more years at LHU including this one until I spend a year in japan and then begin graduate school. Lots of shit happenin anyway....life is definately not stagnant. I just really want to get the hell out of this place. Its getting old fast. It's lonely, it's old and stale. So is the relationship I'm currently in. You know, being a science major of all desciplines, biology, psychology, chemistry, particle physics, youd think I sho
I started my fall semester at Lock Haven University. I am a junior now, and a double major in physics and biology. I am in lab this semester about 20 hours a week, plus 15 hours a week of class, then all of my work outside of class. It has been insane. Worse than any other semester. I have written a lot of poetry though, and I am going to post it (hopefully) this weekend. I can't wait to graduate.